today, walked around ps with regina, eugena, sherlly then later jess and kah wei.wow. Haha.still thinking what to wear to yaya birthday..haix.
Just now knocked my knee on the chair.blueblack alr.but like start bending, it hurts alittle..nvm, hopes it get better tmr.
Refrain myself from looking back. The time we shared.
Zzz.
5nov.i'll probably rmb you bah.see lo :j
Baby,top. || 6:06 AM

today, we celebrated jess birthday. Were excited. Haha.went to kenyon's house to celebrate.yeahh. Had a great time. Ate pizza which kenyon owe us cause of a simple bet which cause him to lose 87.60 bucks.hehe.
Tmr,5 november. I guess i'll remember that day.
If we didn't ___ it would be 1 year .haha.so fast.but yet, so slow.
Sometimes i look back and it all came back to me again.
Wondering how are you now.
No point now though, everything's over anyway.
Thanks for the sweet dream.
Baby,top. || 6:12 AM

1st NOVEMBER
HALLO
okay, today got an unexpected message from someone.yep.
GOOD LUCK TO THOSE PEOPLE TAKING "Os"!,TMR RITE?
should be uh. and well, next year's my turn! gonna study damn hard! hahah==i hope.
these few days, ate alot.zzz.. need to conrtol alr uh.
yeah.and THE CAMP SUCK BIG TIME. hahah. to me uh, that is.rain uh. and had that thing. stupid!O.O
haix. dragon boating was like awhile only.. so retarded. after the camp went to mac to eat dinner then slack awhile...plAy play at the fitness corner there with sholihin, jess,jiahui,guifeng, shawn and liyana! had a great time of our lives! hahah. especially the shoebag! hahaha! so retarded.
Friday, had to go to school to get our report book with my mom. apparently my mom wasn't the first one.haha. talk talk talk. mrs wong say that i'm a loud person=.="hahah. haix. and i've become bold. like i ignore her when time for her lesson, continue to talk to guifeng and the others.she said that maybe cause of peer pressure-.- i'm like still thinking luhh.DID I REALLY CHANGE? PROBABLY. last time was like quite afraid of the teachers. now like don't care at all. still dyed my hair.
I REALLY CHANGED BAH.
never mind.at least my result was like okay? don't know. class position:6. level position:29. okay bah. hope to be better. hahah. after that went home to sleep and use com. then tchoukball.haha. was late. cally came to study with kor. didn't really exercise.cos it rained. played game wih RP. haix. got guys.but nothing much to see anyway. hahha. after that went to eat dinner with guifeng. saw them=jo,sun tang, ah luh they all. hahah. was damn happy though.
TMR: GOT SCHOOL!!!!>>> STUDY! DAMN
haha. okay uhh... i think i gonna log off now. nites.=j
i miss him.
Baby,top. || 5:52 AM

Baby,top. || 8:04 AM

THURSDAY
OKAY, totally felt the pressure! damn. went for the training squad on Thursday. did very badly. couldn't catch a single ball. felt that they were very competitive.one word: scary. there were alot of girls. they were okay luhh... smile smile smile. never talk=.=" and their strength damn strong! zzz... me and guifeng odd uh. then around the 30 mins of the training, guifeng's finger kanna hit. so she just sat there for the whole time... hahah. aiyooo. then was alone there... sian.. all don't talk one... feel so weird. i was like thinking that it would be fun like friday's and sunday's training session.. it wasn't. the coach was damn... dunno how to say luhh... haixxxx.felt the embarrassed. dunno lahh.its like i feel that tchoukball is suppose to be fun ma...they make it until like it is so not fun-.-
MOVING ON...
FRIDAY
waited for guifeng cos of her nyaa and dc cos she was late.. so went to eat kwey tiao teng(dunno how to spell) with yaya and jiahui shared some dark secret..which i promised i wun tell=x affter that went back to sch...thursday guifeng finger kanna so help her type lo...hehe... slack awhile... then go for TCHOUKBALL!
great day! natazsha and the others came. erm... the secondary one came too... plus evan. yeahh. dunno. quite alot of us uh. plus the guys. HE DIDN'T COME!was disapointed. haha. then did some random training with sun tang! and he's ball was damn fast and we had to catch it.cool.haha.
sun tang: throw another 5 more then you all have water break.
throw throw throw..
left with 3 more. sun tang call ah lun to take over him... dian say hurry throw..cos ah lun was like throwing so light to us. so hurry hurry... hahah... WE CHEATED!=)
after that we played game. i was left wing with the secondary one as a group. natazsha, dian, liyana and nurul as the other. played half court match. didn't knew that we could win! hahha.7-4.
so pro! hahah. after that the guys' half court match. then saw that HE CAME! FINALLY! so long didn't see him alr luhh. jeff was like saying to them from far: you went for attachment uh.
something like that... hehhe.. then after that our turn to play with sun tang with the guys match! damn!! hahha.. fun... hit my head only!!! zzz.. pain lehhh..... i like gong alr lo... and then from far at the fitness corner the bench there, i saw my brother with KENNY!zz... smoking=.= again. haha..very long didn't see him too... hahha.. miss talking to him. i guess.
and my brother say:like what time your tchoukball end? want us to wait for you?
WOW! damn surprised! first time he say that! hahha... okay luhh... felt abit disapointed that kenny went too... never mind. i'll see him around some day. i hope.
after that went to ydc the room. ah lun was like sitting on the sofa , quite near me ma.so he started talking to me lah.
ah lun: sorry uh, the ball hit you.( cos he was the one who hit mah)
me: never mind lahh...
ah lun: actually wanted to hit the girls beside you one, but hit the wrong part of the net arhh.
me: smile* O.O .... zzzzz....
HE'S SO MEAN! hahha.cos the two beside me are beginners leh!!! this kind of strength! you want them to die arrh!!!!!
crazy...
hahhaha.
after that went to eat dinner with guifeng. then saw sun tang and the other guys. had a great laugh with guifeng!! hahah... saw him... and he's back was facing me. wth... out of 6 seats, he must sit there!!! aiyooo. hahha. after that walk past them... say bye bye and ask whether my head okay or not/... obviously NOT rite...
hahah.... jkjk.
had really great time compared to on thursday. planned with natazsha that we'll go together with them for the training squad 2 weeks later. after natazsha finish her retake of maths 'o' lv paper..
hahha.
okay.long post... byes!
Baby,top. || 8:23 PM

OKAY,BAD IDEA TO BUY WHITE TEE FOR SPORTS!
cann see through!zzz... haha.damn..i think i shall wear when no guys=.=
haha..
currently at guifeng house...
anw, lata got tchoukball... so.... yupp... meeting mel. hope we're not late or anything..
hope i don't drop any balls...
teehee...
sunday, probably going alone?guifeng going late, i guess... abit weird... but at least i kinda know the people there,rite?
hmmm...
gonna eat maggie!! haha, now's 5 plus and haven eat lunch/dinner.
not having dinner bah... cos the training end around at 9 plus.
eat at 9 plus will grow fat de.
haha.
yeah, rite.
since when did i care=.=
OKAY, MAYBE i do...
erm... crapping now...
nervous... abit...
excited...
dunnoo luhhh
anyway, today had the 'c' division girls competition..
train for like 4 session also can get the tchoukball tee...
like that i also want lo..
i'm lacking of sports attire!!!
okay... gotta go!
Baby,top. || 1:57 AM

YAAHOO!
today, got back emaths, geog, english and chemistry paper 2.
EMATHS: 89.8/100 (MhAHA)
GEOG:36/50
ENGLISH:58/100
CHEM 2:36/65
at least not bad right!hehehe.didn't get back chinese paper cause they say ms luo need to prepare for wedding=.=" hha... didn't congratulate her. so, taking it back t0morroW.
after schhol, went to eat KFC. then ate tu tu kuey! o.o damn nice! yummy=O.
damn bloated so didn't eat dinner!... hehhe. damn... eat so muchh... nvm.thursday,friday and sunday go burn again lo..gonna be tougher and tougher, i guess.
just now, my mom wanted to cheat me into not giving me my pocket money=( she's like telling me, i gave you alr. and i just stare=o=
hehe.eventually she admit it! haha. but didn't give MY POCKET MONEY!T.T
damn, i'm broke.
need to save up for holiday usage. esp yaya want me to go shopping with her...
quite tired alr luhh... slept during geog... hehe,mr ng didn't scold=.=" shall sleep early.! cos body ache! plus my finger got hit by the ball... need to massage it later.. heheh
Baby,top. || 5:04 AM

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